Monday, March 16, 2009

my rant

I'm bitter. No, I did not just taste myself. *rolls eyes*

I think I've found myself in this weird place in most of my relationships where I want to receive love but in order to get love I need to give it and I just can't find it in myself to give it any more than I'm doing right now. What a dilemma. In romantic relationships, this leads to the "falling out of love" phase and then eventually, the break up. I'm very aware of what I'm doing... I'm neglecting because I feel neglected. How can this be helped? Ah, yes, I'll blog about it. Maybe by "talking" it out I will somehow find the solution to this dilemma?

Well, if someone figures it out, can you let me know? So tired of thinking about it.

Anyways, I think I'm selfish. Aren't we all? :)
I think negatively of people sometimes. I doubt them when they say they care. I don't need to hear it though.
"Doesn't anyone know me but at all?" That might've been uttered by either Monica or Chandler.
My love language is definitely not words of affirmation. :D Kudos to you if you know my actual love language. Because even I am not sure. How should you know? Haha.

Well I think I'm done.
Ciao.
L