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i've been learning more about myself lately. here are some of them:

... i lean more towards the pessimistic and cynical side ...
... i have only a little bit of faith on people. i found out most of it have been placed on myself. if there's anyone who won't fail me, it's myself. :-\ but i did learn that there's a part of me that seriously wants to reach out and be reached out to ...
... i hide behind indifference ...
... i dislike being micromanaged or overshadowed or operating on someone else's schedule ...
... i'm still waiting for God to show me ...
... i'm a pretty good liar. and i'm not lying right now ...
... i feel bad for myself -- i have to hear my thoughts ALL the freakin time. i know that sounds crazy, but seriously, sometimes this brain goes on overdrive! ...

that's all i want to share.
L