i'm still up because i'm scared

after watching "the dark knight," i thought of calling two people. but since it's past 1am, i thought i shouldn't. but dude, i'm creeped out... and i feel a little disturbed, spiritually. on my drive home, images kept flashing in my head of the joker... bits and pieces of his menacing and taunting "smile" and all of his explosive, goosebump-inducing scenes. that movie is DARK. i've never been so creeped out by a movie. and i've never been left so speechless... i walked out of the theater with trina and all i could gather to say was "i have to use the restroom." i didn't even know whether to clap or sob or just keep staring at the screen during the credits. but it was AWESOME. heath ledger was SPECTACULARLY GOOD. he played the joker really well. there was almost something in the joker's character that made me... like him. that's partly why i'm creeped out. he's insane, he's ruthless, he's so screwed up. but wow, a part of me likes him... which is so disturbing.

anyway, i don't know what time i'll actually fall asleep. i'm a little wired still... and i'm probably going to continue thinking about what i had just watched. i haven't decided yet whether i like the movie or not. don't get me wrong. it was REALLY GOOD. but like in korean language, there's a difference between choayo (something is good) and choa haeyo (i like that something). we'll see...

good night.
oh, come on, "why so serious?"

:D
LYN